the last couple of weeks were fun. I did my best to include ariel, though I know in my heart of hearts that he is too busy to put me as a priority.

And I was thrilled that for a change he asked me out. He took me along swimming to the highest infinity pool in the world. It isn't my first time to MBS, but last time with Jabriel was just to the mall, casino and lobby.

I had a blast swimming, lazing by the pool, MMSing minsy to make her Ubber jealous. We took a walk around the viewing gallery.

We went for lunch at this hole-in-the-wall though it was only 2pm. I know my time was up.

Later that day, ariel sent me a message that would broke my heart. "Hey I'd appreciate if you didn't upload the photos we took on facebook? Cuz stace doesn't know I asked you.. And she's still bit insecure bout you and me.. Given our history"

I mulled about it for a day. And like back then, it hurt so had. All I wish to do is to stop loving him. This whole week has been about treasuring the people who care about me.

Ariel get lost!

I am never going to stop writing this blog. It really helps me clear my head, puts my thoughts in order and be truthful.