he has been lying... to me... to my friends...
what going to stop him now..

he loves taking ppl on guilt trips..
thank god i dun succumb to them..
he's such a bitch...
making it sound like its completely my fault that
i'm not as close as i was before..
bastard!

this is jus utter stupidity..!!!!

As ur highness wishes this is back up...








For all you people who say, "I Love You" when
you
have no clue what love is exactly!!!

Something to ponder upon... Are your palms
sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice
caught within your chest?? - It isn't love, it's
LIKE. You can't keep your eyes or hands off of
her, am I right??

It isn't love, it's LUST. Are you proud, and
eager to show her off?? - It isn't love, it's
LUCK. Do you want her because you know she's
there?? - It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her because it's what everyone
wants?? - It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.

Do you stay for her confessions of love, because
you don't want to hurt her? - It isn't love,
it's
PITY.

Do you belong to her because the sight of her
makes your heart skip a beat?? - It isn't love,
it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about
her? It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP. >

Do you tell her every day she is the only one
you
think of? It isn't love, it's a LIE. Are you
willing to give up all of your favorite things
for her sake?
It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heartache and break when she's sad?
Then
it's LOVE. Do you cry for her pain, even when
she's strong? Then it's LOVE. Do her eyes see
your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply
it
hurts? Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible
mix of pain and relation pulls you close and
hold
you to her? --Then it's LOVE. Do you accept her
faults because it's a part of who she is?Then
it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her
faithfully without regret?? Then it's LOVE.
Would
you give her your heart, your life, your death??
Then it's LOVE.Now, if love is painful, and
tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we
search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why
is
it all we long for? This torture, this powerful
death of self? Why? The answer is so simple
cause
it's...LOVE.

It is such an addictive thing that even people
who are not having it wish to experience it and
share it with others as well. LOVE LIVES!!

Love hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason
our soul heal. The person who loves others will
also be loved in return.


// posted by dennis @ 12:06 AM

this entry simply pisses the shit out of me...


There was once this girl....
who had lots of suitors...
plenty to choose from...
each with his talents...
his attributes...
and all holds a special bond btw them
they...all loved her dearly...so much..that it hurts...
but the girl was confused...
with the love she had...to each and everyone of them
is it love?...friendship?...faith?...no one will ever noe...
not even her

den one day...the girl realises that she loves another...
nvr making his appearence...
just another one in the backgrd...silently wishing her well...
giving his blessings...envious at others who cld love her so...
but nvrtheless...he can;t ...bounded by trust and commitment...to his friends..
as he left...his heart aches....bleeds...and crys...but he refused via with frens over her...

den one day...he learns of her feelings towards him...
he was overjoyed and could not believe wat has happened...
den b4 he knew it...they were together...

their love blossomed for the next few days...
as weeks grow by...
the others began to noe...
they were disappointed ...hurt
but as they all loved her so...they gave the couples their blessing...

still...the man...was worried for her...
for they are all her good frens...
he came to ask...
is he worthy?
why wld she chose him over all the others...
they could all bring her joy...and love...tok about everything.
has she made the right choice?

lost ...he looked to the heavens for answers...
and there came the reply...

"it is just a matter of your confidence
she has so many suitors
it must have been tough on her
and you have got to appreciate that she probably pondered over it countless times
to come up with this decision
she may have made the wrong choice
no one knows
not even herself
but you have to give it your best shot to prove her that she made the right decision
you sound to me u feel inferior to your friends
your friends will eventually accept the fact that you love her and she loves you
she can't really explain why she like you
she just do
it is just unexplainable sometimes
and maybe it is through going out and being with her
that you'll both realise what you find in each other that attracts
my son
you are a great guy
believe in that
it is because you are who you are thats why she chose you"
.....


end of part 1...dunnoe wats part 2 yet...
will think about it in camp..haha ...




// posted by dennis @ 12:34 AM

Am I Seeing 2?
the world beneath my feet..
twirls like a whirlwind...ready to suck mi into oblivion...
my head spins
im so tired
im so tired

busy all week...mind off my worries...
drowned myself in work
so tired so tired

i want out
from this world
world of despair and hope

im so tired...army is so draining...
wish for someone to rid mi of my worries
but i dun even have time to call and
pour my sorrows

its eating into mi
now that i think of it
i completely forgotten about my life
so busy with work

i dun wanna
i dun wanna
let it control mi
its my life

// posted by dennis @ 1:17 AM


this one is jus silly... trying to sound deep by copying me...

wat exactly does he mean by this???



if u give a begger food...
he wil be exhilerated..
if u give u rich man
money...
he would nvr be happy...

im i the begger or the rich man...?

// posted by dennis @ 7:45 PM