sometimes I wonder if i am as unattentive as he is.
am I really not able to read him

i sometimes feel so lost and broken
i guess when he is around it all melt to the backof my mind

I'm sorry that I have to post here, it only means rocky times for you
I want tosupport you love you take care of you

but my heart is not where my being is
i guess that it cant be perfect
it will never be how i picture it to be

so I'm questioning my faith in us once again