i think back on the last year or so, and I guess we breaking up has been a long time coming. There are so many things I should have seen, how i'll never hear him sing or how he didn't show up for the concert and took no interest in my graduation. All things I longed he'll take interest in.

I guess good things too must come to an end. What do I miss about andrew? the little things he does, frozen pizza and TV, taking naps on his tummy, listening while I brood, silly antics to lighten the mood, the way he crosses his toes while he concentrates on his guitar. His company while I pass my day.

I know he tried so hard to make this work, it over and I do not want it to be. There are so many things about him that I do not thing I can live without. On the other hand, I too agree that its time to move on. He is a comfort, my companion and all of a sudden I do not have him to rely on, it seems all too hard.

But deep down I resent that when in situations like this he always make it sound like I am in the wrong, and how could I have been so quick to say I'm sorry. I hear you when you say you always give in to me. i give too you know. I feel as if I gave up my friends from school to spend with you. And now I've graduated with no friends to share it with. It totally sucks. And so conveniently since you have friends now you don't need me anymore, I'm too time consuming, energy consuming to have around. Thanks.

Where does that leave little old me.