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Saturday, December 27, 2008

When I get to see you again, when you return.

I'll keep my fingers crossed
hoping to hear that you'll never love me

Because.. I love you
words are not enough
I am content showering you with love
Simply one way, me to you

That way you'll never have to feel pain
I'll never be able to hurt you like I have other people before
You'll be safe

You deserve the world, because YOU are amazing. To me you are perfect.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

and once again I let go without a fight
its like I keep wasting what I have wishing
and when it titters from grasp I buckle

so please forgive me I knew not what I did
please forgive me I can't stop loving you
though it might not be pain, but hell there is regret

i think what bothers me is the loneliness
but hey.. i'll enjoy the peace while it last

i feel further than ever
hoping that it could be better
I can't wait for it to be better

but even then

please forgive me, I can't stop loving you